Give Me a Dream

Newborn, ignorant, innocent, caught off guard and betrayed repeatedly; Crazy, paranoid, painful, repressed emotions and obsessed with ecstasy; New life, indifference, loneliness, self-salvation and facing the past. No matter what people have experienced in the past, they always have to move forward, and dolls are no exception. When Wanderer told Traveler and Little Lucky Grass King that he wanted a new name and promised them to be their helper in the darkness, he thought a lot. Traveler gave him a name called Shuiyun Shen. The wanderer did not ask why he was given such a name, but the traveler wanted to say to him, or the person in front of the screen wanted to say to him, because his body is like flowing clouds and flowing water, and he has no fixed place. It also generally refers to a body that comes and goes freely and has no fetters. It symbolizes a state of life that is transcendent and free from the mortal world, so it is called. In the world where people live in front of the screen, water and cloud bodies often appear in ancient poetry. For example, Zhou Bangyan, a poet of the Northern Song Dynasty, wrote in "Welcome to Spring": "In the future, water and cloud bodies will look at each other, with no north and south." This sentence expresses the poet's yearning for a free life in the future. But if the wanderer knew this idea, he would definitely say something like "There is no pure freedom in this world, and the wind will blow all the time" and so on... After all, even if the wandering people follow the gods again, the world of black and white will not make any changes due to redemption. How can a person who has sinned and redeemed himself be happy? After that, he did a lot of things that were out of character for him, but he didn't hate doing those things. Suddenly one day, after taking a nap next to that stone, the wanderer returned there, back to the place where the dream first broke - the Pavilion of Borrowed Views. However, his clothes were from the stage of the Enchanter. So, could he change everything with this? On an ordinary day, a voice appeared in his consciousness: "Are you...?" Wanderer: Oh, so you are still here... What a stupid statement. He cursed silently. His past self... He thought silently in his mind. I am like a blank sheet of paper... He was walking on tartar sand, which was the happiest day in his life, and it was also a time when he didn't dare to look back. He tried not to do anything that would change the future, and the pollution caused by evil spirits... He would find a way to solve it in other ways... Later, due to the inexplicable time jump, he went to the abyss again, and saw another one of himself - Scaramucci. In the time period that had not yet been given this name, he was appointed to explore the abyss in the time period when the investigation was about to be completed... When Scaramucci saw him, surprise, confusion, resentment, and grievance were all mixed together in Scaramucci's eyes. The Wanderer could not deny that the betrayal came from himself... What does this mean? Doesn't it mean that the past cannot be changed no matter what? History cannot be changed... The wanderer closed his eyes and put his hand on his heart. He seemed to hear a voice from a distant place whose origin was unknown. It was asking: Why are you living this time? Have you thought about it? But fortunately, everything should still be possible. Travelers from beyond the sea of ​​stars arrived as promised, the wanderers remained silent, the Abyss Cult, the False Sky, and... The unnamed people who had been silently following or observing from the sidelines during the time when they were together with the Qi Qi... Changes happen one after another, but those who never give up on change are the most valuable. Later, he woke up and found that it was just a dream, but was it really just a dream? Or is God taking pity on him? Ridiculous, he got up and walked towards the teaching court. Not far away, in an unnoticed place, the corner of black and red clothes flashed past, and there seemed to be a smile in his eyes. It was really interesting, a drama that he personally directed. However, he still did not achieve the results he wanted. Istar, the ruler of "time", you really have a bad character. Then... What about giving "me" another gift? Unaware of this, the Drifter firmly believes that no matter what the past and future may be, he will decide his own destiny. The seed of transcendence will eventually usher in a new life... Ps: It is equivalent to parallel time and space (?) Thunder Narcissus' self-protection against lightning (should be cb, cp... Too OOC...)! Ps of ps: I'm sorting out the evidence and my own imagination... I hope it's not OOC... (I'll try my best) Concept: Narcissus cb direction