Qiao Yinliang is not a strong child, not even since he was a child.
His life did not have ups and downs, but was filled with a drowning-like powerlessness that suffocated him.
He knows that his parents love him very much, but communication is a big problem. They all think that he should study hard first and postpone other problems.
He knows that life is tiring for everyone and not easy for anyone.
But he no longer wants to have a future, and he doesn't want to persist.
In fact, growth is a process of assimilation and resistance to assimilation. Some people have their edges smoothed away by life and become dull. Some people resist the wonderful and wanton life of assimilation. There are also people who have not assimilated completely and have not successfully resisted.
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It feels like there aren't many emotional parts, but more descriptions of things that happened in Shou's life, and more about things in the process of growing up.
Intention: the process of being assimilated into life