"Doctor, how many years can he live?"
"Two years, treat him well."
On the last mission, he fell into a sea of flowers. Looking at the blue sky, he wanted to go back and say goodbye to the one who loved him.
He loves that back view and also loves himself.
If still alive, he wants to escape. Escape to a place where no one knows you, and live the rest of your life in an ordinary way.
Intention: Escape from control and love only one person