It turns out that I am the one abandoned by the world. No matter how hard I try, I am nothing in your eyes.
Dickens wrote in "Great Expectations": I love her contrary to common sense, hindering the future, losing self-control, destroying hope, ruining happiness, and doomed to taste all depression and disappointment. But once I fall in love with her, I can never stop loving her. In fact, it's not that I don't know that the cost of loving you is very high. It's not that I haven't considered the thorns on the road ahead. It's just that for me, the mountains are difficult to overcome and the boundless wind and moon behind the mountains.
I pulled open my scabbed scar bit by bit, and let out the suppurating water, just to let you see my heart, but the tears from the corners of my eyes still dripped onto the wound, and I couldn't help myself from the pain...
I thought we were the same...
It turns out that only I am different, but I like this difference very much...
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