Ring Marks

In my sophomore year, I had a relationship that I thought was pretty good, with Xu Huai. We are high school classmates, high school classmates who have no intersection in the high school story. Everyone in the same class of high school knew that Xu Huai and I were together, and they also knew that I was dumped by him in the end. In fact, before Xu Huai met me, I appeared in his world by chance, but I didn't notice him. When he met me, there was a lot of joy in his eyes that I couldn't understand. He doesn't have a good reputation outside. He plays around all day long and is nonchalant about everything. He has had girlfriends come and go, but he has never been sincere to any of them, but I just won't give up. I heard my own name in the tinny voice, "I was from high school before, and was somewhat famous." "She is indeed beautiful, but I heard she is a very old-fashioned person." I looked up and saw that the lights in the bar were dim and the colorful lights made it difficult to see clearly. I saw Xu Huai across a table. He curled up the corner of his mouth and nodded, and uttered two words with interest: "Wait." After that, he frequently appeared in my field of vision and began to pursue me. The fact that we are together is well known to everyone, and we often hear people questioning and criticizing us. I thought I was nothing special with Xu Huai, but they said I was an exception. The lights in the room were dim, and the game keyboard was typing loudly. He didn't notice me pushing the door open, and there was a voice coming from inside. "So what if she's obsessed with Brother Huai? She's not as old-fashioned as the rumors say. Brother Huai doesn't think it's boring." "Tsk, tsk, if we break up, I'd really wonder if she would be condescending." "I don't know how sad she will be." Xu Huai in front of the computer did not speak, but lowered his eyes and his hands suddenly stopped. I clearly know that he is just that kind of person, just for fun, but I am still depressed. Summer begins slowly in April, and this can be regarded as the first summer for me and Xu Huai. There was a warm feeling in the wind after I walked out of the restaurant. I didn't follow him. It might be very hot this summer. He held my hand and stopped. I heard him whisper, "Hello Jiang Xian, let me see what you say to others." I frowned and looked up, a little guilty and said, "What did you say?" "Didn't you say you would explain it to me? Let me see." His tone was very calm, and I couldn't read his emotions. "Is this what you said to explain to me?" This is the first time I have seen him like this. He is very strange. Xu Huai at this moment makes me feel scared. The sinisterness in his bones makes people shiver down my spine. "Doesn't this count?" I couldn't say any more. At this moment, I felt that I had lied, but I didn't. He thought I had lied. "Jiang Xianhao, you are like that." "What do you mean?" He stopped talking and started walking forward. I couldn't get an answer, so I walked the whole way in silence. I was so bored that I felt panicked and subconsciously wanted to explain something. "Xu Huai, don't be silent. If you have any opinions, just say them." "I have nothing to say." "If you don't tell us, is this all we have? How can we continue going down?" "Are you still going on? It's too late to continue." We both stopped, he turned around and looked at me, and I looked at him quietly, "Xu Huai, if this is not an angry word, but a decision you made after careful consideration, then I respect you. But if you figure it out, I'll be there when you turn around." He made no move, but his eyes were as cold as ice, "Why are you talking in anger!" "It's only less than a year." I pretended to be relaxed and stopped looking at his eyes. "Xu Huai, you won't fall in love with me, right?" Half a minute later I heard him lower his head and sneer, then take a step back. I thought this was his acquiescence, but then I heard him say, "I would have, you almost taught me." Xu Huai I don't want to like you anymore next winter Intention: I hope we all have the courage to move forward