My father suffered all his life because of Chi Lin, but I was the one who summoned Chi Lin into the world. It is actually a cycle of retribution. I have been depressed over these years. I have been dishonest, I have been polite to foreign countries, and I have been doing things behind my back. I want to control Chilin and control the world, but now I have trapped him in such a desperate situation. Even though I can hold my head high and face the world, under the clear sky and white sun, I have betrayed a person. And this person I look up to like a pearl, worship him like a god, and the stars are far away. This feeling is unbearable.