[Ancient style fantasy, sadistic male protagonist, beautiful, powerful and miserable, sadistic physical and mental abuse, with a little bit of fantasy setting]
Just because of a dying call, he received a life-saving miracle medicine at a young age and became an eternal sinner in his father's heart.
The strange medicine of unknown origin gave him extraordinary recovery abilities, and also allowed him to transform into a monster on every full moon night.
From then on, every fifteenth night, he felt like falling into hell, being beaten with sticks, feathers and scales pulled out, never ending.
In front of people, he was the beloved son of the great officials of the dynasty, but behind people, he was a mute, a beast, a sinner, and a monster.
However, all kinds of torture could not destroy the brilliance in his heart, and he sprouted benevolent and pure sprouts from the ashes countless times.
Intention: In addition to useless body suicide and mental escape, the third attitude toward suicide is to persist in struggle and fight against the desolation of life. ——Albert Camus
