Gilded Yicai (The Original One Was Too White and Had to Be Changed)

"I thought I was always standing in the middle of the dark, watching you perform, but in the end I discovered that I was also an actor on the stage. In fact, we were all acting, making all kinds of funny moves, making other people laugh." The sun slowly overflowed into the room, golden yellow everywhere, reflecting into Jing's eyes, stinging for a while. Jing has been standing in the sun, pretending to be a sun-facing plant. Let the sun hurt you so much that you want to live, but you are still lying to yourself. Darkness is Jing's instinct. Only when she walks into the darkness will she hide herself in the gorgeous and pale cave, leaving herself without contact with the outside world and numbing herself so that she will not be hurt.