Is the person you meet when your hope is shattered a dream or reality?
I'm a fool who doesn't know how to live, and I can't even distinguish between illness and liking.
But after I met him, I was like the stagnant water that suddenly rippled, and the moonlight stayed on my lake, now broken and round.
//Character notes:
Li Sinan:
Until the end, what the boy saw was the lover in his heart or another fantasy?
The dark days on campus once made him breathless, and the occasional illness made it difficult for him to tell whether it was reality or hallucination. He only knew that there was someone who was accompanying him and loving him.
He was sent to the hospital again, and pills were like sharp knives, forcibly severing the connection between him and his lover.
The ceiling is pale and biting
The pills are very bitter, and even the sound of my heartbeat is annoying.
Finally... Li Sinan's illness recovered.
"He had the same face as mine and opened his arms to me. My love has not withered, but it cannot withstand the medicine."
"My illness was cured, and everyone celebrated my new life, but in a dark corner, he was gone."
[This article is biased towards Narcissus, but there is a twist.
First person perspective (Li Sinan's perspective)
Ending: oe
Intention: He is fake, but I love him for real.