[The title of the book comes from Soda Green's "I Miss You So Much"]
"A-Nian, I miss you so much." - Jiang Yubai
17-year-old Jiang Yubai is extremely popular in school, confident and flamboyant. The young man has red lips and white teeth, can sing, dance, and play musical instruments. His grades, family background, and character are all impeccable.
But one summer night, Song Guinian saw Jiang Yubai wearing a black T-shirt, leaning against a street lamp, with one hand in his pocket and the other hand holding a lit cigarette that was emitting scarlet red. The light fell on him from above. In the smoke, the young man had fair skin, well-jointed fingers, and beautiful peach blossom eyes drooped. His eyelashes covered his eyes, making it difficult to see the look in his eyes. He looked extremely decadent. Song Guinian's heart skipped a beat and he looked at the boy intently.
All the stories clicked the pause button on graduation day. They went their separate ways and had their own careers, but there was always a vacancy in their hearts.
When Song Guinian returned to China, Hermione was already an internationally famous talented female painter, and Jiang Yubai was also a top male star in the entertainment industry. The first thing I did when I returned home was to book a ticket for Jiang Yubai's concert. Although their identities are now different, Song Guinian still silently supports him behind the scenes.
Under the street lamp, Jiang Yubai hugged Song Guinian. Her cautious look made her heart ache. His eyes were red and her shoulders were wet with tears. When he looked up at her, he saw countless faces painted in his mind. He choked and said, "A-Nian, I miss you so much."
——A few years later, the original liking turned into love, and the original girl put a white gauze on her.
"Jiang Yubai, I think I have never given up loving you." ——Song Guinian
He was rebellious all his life, but he was willing to bend down for her.
Purpose: May all secret loves have a happy ending