Dust
尘埃
by Lin Ziluo Y (林子落y)
- Status
- Ongoing
- Length
- 33k Words
- Genre
- Danmei (BL)
- Era
- Modern Era
- Updated
- 1mo ago
- Source
- JJWXC
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Synopsis
The story unfolds based on the secrets between the two people. Gong is more spoiled and a lonely child. Suffering from mental illness such as traumatic stress disorder, he is very good at reasoning. "Why are you standing there but not coming over?" Gu Yuan asked in a low voice. Fang Chiyu walked over, and Gu Yuan turned off the light with a snap. The surroundings turned dark for a moment, and he could feel the figures in the darkness freezing. Gu Yuan thought as expected, and then reached out and turned on the night light. Fang Chiyu sat beside the bed and still looked at Gu Yuan. "I'm not very good at coaxing people." Gu Yuan hesitated for a moment, "The only person I can coax around is Pei Haoxuan. He has lived a smooth life since childhood, and there is nothing worth coaxing." After a pause, "I have never met my father, mother. I haven't come back for a long time, but Pei Haoxuan will not casually say to me, 'It's not that they don't love you, they are too busy' like others. He will say that no matter what happens in the future, he will always be with me, and I will always be his best brother. Although I can't understand your feelings, I have thought about it carefully myself. If Gu Hongze was gone, I might not even be sad. But I still want to tell you this. "Gu Yuan looked steadily at Fang Chiyu's dark eyes and looked at himself in his eyes. "No matter what happens in the future, as long as you don't push me away deliberately, I will not take the initiative to leave you." Gu Yuan saw Fang Chiyu blinking slightly, and smiled and said, "You are afraid of the dark? I was also afraid of the dark for a while. If you are afraid, you can come to me. I have been next to you, and we can do homework together. I don't like to be alone." Fang Chiyu nodded and finally said, "The soundproofing of the house my mother rented once was very poor, and the door looked very weak. It felt like it would fall off after a few hits." Fang Chiyu said illogical words, but Gu Yuan still listened quietly. "My mother left me alone in the house. She worked day and night for several days. There was a couple at the opposite door of the rental house. They must have been a couple. At first, they often got tired of being together, but later, I don't know what happened. The man drank, and when he came back, he punched, kicked, and scolded the woman. I saw from the peephole that he tied the woman up with a rope and dragged her in, and then the woman's cries could be heard." Fang Chiyu talked about this with tears in his eyes. "I haven't seen the woman since then. I can only hear her crying and howling night after night." "Why didn't you tell Auntie?" Gu Yuan asked. "Mom was very tired. I couldn't cause her any trouble." Fang Chiyu lowered his eyes. "I didn't hear anything for two days. She died. It was summer and the smell was very strong. She was discovered soon." "Where is that man?" Gu Yuan asked again. "I ran away a long time ago." Fang Chiyu said, "Later, I was very afraid of being alone. I was very afraid of being alone in the house." "Then did Auntie know about it later?" Fang Chiyu shook his head. "We are very safe here. I am the only one across from you." Gu Yuan smiled slightly, "You can tell me anything you are unhappy about. I have a bad memory, so you don't have to worry about me telling it, because I can't remember it at all. I should be a very qualified listener." Gu Yuan looked at Fang Chiyu's red eyes, "Cry if you want to, let it out, it will make you feel better." Fang Chiyu looked at him blankly. Both of them suffered from memory damage and were both miserable children. Purpose: redemption