Anne is sick, sick in her heart.
Anne drank a lot that night and was unsteady when she got home. She filled the bathtub with water and lay down in it. She hadn't had such a good bath in many years. The mobile phone is on the sink, playing music with the volume turned up loudly. It is the song "Fruits of Midsummer" by Karen Mok. Anne sang along softly, and by the time she finished singing the first line, "You will remember me only if I don't see you again.", She was already crying.
Ouyang is her calamity, the calamity she cannot escape.
"Ouyang, you know, I have never felt sorry for anyone since I was a child. Only for you, I feel like I want to kill myself." Annie is very quiet. She is used to sitting in the bathtub alone at night and talking to herself. She actually really likes silence. Ouyang said nothing and continued to sit on the ground and listen carefully.
Annie said, if I didn't meet you, wouldn't this be the case? Annie said, Ouyang, do you know how many years I have loved you. Anne said, I love you very much, love you very much. Annie said, I want to kill myself because I see you every day but can't get close to you. Anne said, do you know how painful my life is? Annie said, Ouyang, you are my disaster, the disaster I cannot escape.
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