She has awakened, but there is nothing she can do. In this article, she is just an NPC, and she cannot stop the trajectory of fate.
She could only watch helplessly as her lover, the glorious young man, the one who called her Zhao Zhao with a smile in his eyes on winter afternoons, was occupied by another person and fell in love with a man.
And she traveled all over the world but could not find her lover.
Intention: Ridiculous trick of fate