I was diagnosed with hereditary ataxia when I was 15 years old, and I didn't want to delay him.
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My father hired many nutritionists for me. My three meals a day were rich and nutritious, but I couldn't eat them.
I will choke even when I drink water. Why am I so useless? I can't even drink water well. Why am I so stupid!
I didn't believe it, so I picked up the teacup again, but it fell. Why did it fall? Oh, I'm sick.
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I hold in my hand the photo taken when I was a freshman in high school, showing Wen Yan doing homework in the classroom.
My hand doesn't obey the command, it can't hold him.
It fell to the ground.
I got out of the wheelchair in a panic, couldn't stand, and fell to the ground.
Kneeling and crawling to find photos.
Where is Wen Yan? Why is Wen Yanhui missing?
Why?
I can't find him.
Lying on the ground, looking up at the sky.
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Suddenly I remembered that my name is Shen Qionghan.
Qionghan, Qionghan, poor regret.
Endless regret.
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Today is my 18th birthday and I am an adult. But why did I forget how to walk as soon as I became an adult? I'm too stupid.
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I was so stupid that I lost my way.
Intention: To be determined