Looking at You from Afar

Jiang Yao had been hoping that he would look back, even if he knew that his heart was with him. She has been watching that boy silently for many years. There are more and more girls around him, but she is still timid. People say that secret love is never-ending and unpredictable, and Jiang Yao understands this deeply. * On the winter solstice of the sixth year of secret love, Jiang Yao went to find him to have dinner with Aunt Jiang as before. This was a "tradition". "You guys eat first, I won't be going home tonight!" Jiang Yao's words that he was about to speak were suppressed by the sound of hanging up. The cold wind was biting, and she felt that this year might be the coldest one yet. It took a few days to be informed that he had a partner. At that moment, she couldn't control the pain in her heart, and the feeling of powerlessness came to her heart. However, what he couldn't accept even more was that Jiang Yangjin's girlfriend turned out to be his friend. The two of them had a tacit understanding like a match made in heaven. People around them said that they were a perfect match. It seemed that she was the only one who was secretly sad. * After knowing that Jiang Yangjin had a partner, she rarely had the opportunity to chat with him. Jiang Yao wanted to let go of what she thought was a beautiful relationship, but it seemed difficult for her own cowardice. "Jiang Yaoyao, what's happened to you recently? Look at the way you bury your head every day..." Jiang Yangjin frowned, wondering if she was unhappy because of the missed appointment last time? Jiang Yao was answering questions at the side, "I'm fine." She doesn't want you to have any more holidays with her. She doesn't want to, she wants to forget. Just because his girlfriend was her friend, she didn't want to cause any trouble. She would wait until she could see Jiang Yangjin again when her heart was as calm as water. At this time, the boy didn't know the girl's complicated heart. He raised his eyebrows and said helplessly, "Really?" Seeing that she didn't speak, he gave up. He is very smart, but he cannot detect Jiang Yao's alienation from him, which makes her unable to guess the boy who has been with him for three years... When Jiang Yao became an adult, she left, leaving her warm hometown and the boy she longed for. * "Jiang Yangjin, when will we go back to the past together, the midsummer season that only belongs to us." - Diary Jiang Yao —————— Demining: 1. The female protagonist's diary only contains bits and pieces of her relationship with the male protagonist, and that's the last sentence. 2. When the male protagonist is in love, the female protagonist keeps her distance 3. The second male lead takes the lead. Intention: Cherish the people in front of you.