Before I was eighteen years old, I always thought about adulthood, and how we would laugh and play as adults, ushering in the moment when we would lean head-to-head, side by side, holding the red book together with a toothy smile. This was the moment that was frozen, and this was the beginning of a period of life in which you belong only to me. It's just that all of this has not had time to complete my fantasy. Even if I am just one step away from adulthood, it is just such a step away! But this is a step I can no longer overcome. After I was injured in a car accident, I would always turn on a night light every night when I was tired and fell asleep. Such dimness always seemed to give me the courage to blur my broken body and forget this unbearable fact. You still smile so beautifully in the light and shadow, and I can run, jump, and chase you. It's just that we are already over 18 years old now. How much I want to hug you in front of the whole world, let love pour out openly, and tell them that my love is really full. But I couldn't do it anymore. In the end, I vomited all my love to the night and to her in the light and shadow. So is there still a chance? How I want to truly love you.
Tags: Disability Literature + The male protagonist is accidentally disabled and half-body paralyzed
Intention: Love can always happen quietly, transcending all worldliness and gaze. In fact, every time you let me get close to you, love is never absent.