"These are not written to anyone, but to you."
Thank you for showing up, and thank you for leaving.
I still miss her very much and miss that time, but I don't want to go back to the past, I don't want to see me like that, I hate me for treating her like that. She should meet a better person, someone who treats her well, not the me before. I'm sorry, Teacher Lin, thank you for showing up, you left a lasting mark on my high school life, and thank you for leaving. I owe you too much, meet someone who treats you well, and move forward happily. I just have some regrets. I thought I was regretting losing someone who was good to me. But now I know that what I regret is that I seemed to have bullied a very good person. I'm very lucky and honored. No one has ever been so kind to me. I didn't cherish her properly, and I didn't treat her fairly. I think I will never forgive my naive self in my life. Even if she says she's not angry, she doesn't blame me.
Purpose: Learn to grow