I Gave Birth to You and You Are Old [King of Internet]

*+An ancient article written in junior high school, recorded. *+First post bar ID:+Ren Momo The light above me flickered on and off, and finally couldn't hold on and went out. The room suddenly became dark. I froze and turned over the book for a long time, until the lights outside the window gradually turned on, one by one, from the distance to the door of Echizen's house. When dim light penetrated into the room, I turned the page of the book that was suspended in mid-air. I actually can't remember how long I've been here. The vague figure that kept beating in my memory, the non-existent person that I had never dreamed about, suddenly appeared in front of me+. The previous ten years were like walking through a forest in hazy weather, and when we finally reached the end, everything suddenly became clear. I could clearly see the warm amber color in his eyes, the layers of large clouds dyed orange behind him, and the woman beside him who squinted her eyes and smiled softly at me. After coming here, I gradually began to get used to the feeling of being alone in the dark. Cold, panicked, and empty, accompanied by the feeling of knowing who he was about to face. ——+ He stands in front of me, but I have to put away my attachment, deep love and longing for him. Call him father. ——+So-called torture in disguised form. "Can I... Can I call you Echizen?" "... Okay." I saw doubts flashing in the man's eyes, but he still agreed with me in that gentle and jade-like tone without any doubt or thought. Is he the Echizen I remember? Suddenly, the young man seemed to appear in front of his eyes—— He looks twelve years old, still childish and immature. He closed his eyes and raised his head. The fine sweat on his forehead was reflected into bright orange beads by the dusk sunlight. He leaned against the soft earth with his back, and his chest rose and fell slowly. The young man's shadow was small, lying beside him, and his aloof outline could be vaguely seen. Children were playing around in the distance, but he was unaffected and just lay quietly. After a while, the sunlight gradually faded from everything, moving away bit by bit, and the world became darker bit by bit. He opened his eyes just before the sunlight completely disappeared. The last beam of light came into view. Everything lit up again in that amber. "Echizen - Echizen -" I said blankly, just wanting to call his name over and over again. Echizen Ryoma, Echizen Eri's father. Echizen Eri, that's me. I can't believe this is true. I don't want to believe it either. Purpose: live a good life