Goodbye, Utopia!

A girl who is extremely lacking in love, does not receive enough care from her parents, has few friends, and no one likes her. But she never cried, never sad, like a wooden doll. She was in a daze all day long, spending 80% of her time in fantasy. She was happiest at night, when she could write down her fantasies. In her little world, she is beautiful, sunny, brave, outstanding, and loved by others. And... The boy in the dream... This beauty lasted day after day. This illusory world was her life-saver and her only light. Until that day... The boy in the dream came to the real world. But she began to hate him. She hated every drop of his blood, she hated why he had life. She wanted to end his life and wanted him to be her fantasy forever. Does she love him... Maybe she just wants to be loved. Intention: Loving yourself is the best salvation. I don't need all illusory sustenance. Goodbye, dear Utopia!