Short version:
Bad fate
Affectionate version:
I've been waiting for thousands of years, but I can't get a look back or a smile from him. That's all, Senior Brother Hemian, I can't wait for you anymore.
Slag version:
My senior brother is dead, and I have found a new 'senior brother'. He and he are both my lovers.
Vicissitudes of life version:
After thousands of years, he still hasn't come back to me, but one day, he seems to have come back, and I recognize him. However, he seems to have forgotten our vows. It doesn't matter, he has been waiting for thousands of years, why are he afraid of this little time?
Intention: I have regrets