Regarding the age of 17, Yu Qing actually remembers nothing.
The boy she loved so deeply finally surrendered to life and got married.
She stayed under the old tree at Seven Bridges every night, watching him take his wife and daughter home, watching the little girl with braids sitting on his shoulders, and the other woman being held tightly by his hands.
Watching other people's happiness, she was never as relieved as what was written in the book.
Later, Yu Qing met Lin Yang, a lover who loved her deeply.
They started a family, got married, bought a house, and had a son and a daughter.
Yu Qing thought she was finally happy. Things were changing, and the word "being loved" finally came to her head.
Until that day she saw the girl standing under the willow tree downstairs of her house.
It was just like her before. Yu Qing's heart seemed to be penetrated by something, and the pain was severe.
She is now the most delicate butterfly, but she was also a cocoon.
Did she laugh that she should sympathize with that girl?
No, never.
Concept: All subsequent loves are a repetition of the first love