When we look back on the past, there is a lot of guilt and reluctance. When we look at ourselves now, our childish appearance is no longer there. That past event should be sealed away as time goes by, but it still exists. Has its own specific way. As I write these words, my sleeping memory has been awakened. Mu Can? What an ironic word, sometimes I really don't know what they think. Are you really happy? You hurt them in a healthy way to satisfy your own emptiness. It's really cruel. Love, of course, exists between disabled people. When a disabled person discovers that the person he loves has such existence and intentions, what should he do? In fact, there is nothing that can be done. What can be done may be just to bear the blow again. Then live slowly until life stops.