June

This book records the memories of junior high school and the current ramblings. If you don't like this kind of book, you can abandon the article. After experiencing everything, the only thing we can be sure of is that Chen Wangshu likes Xi Yu, and this will not change. In the past, when Chen Wangshu had not passed the tenth level of piano, he played "Für Elise" for Xi Yu; later, Xi Yu never heard Chen Wangshu play "Für Elise" again. In the past, Chen Wangshu would feel regretful, but now he just feels like he missed it. Let's put it this way, as early as when Chen Wangshu was 15 years old, he had already imagined his wedding with Xi Yu and the home he shared with Xi Yu. Chen Wangshu himself is a withdrawn, indifferent, and lifeless person, and Xi Yu is his light. Why Chen Wangshu likes Xi Yu is because Xi Yu is the only person besides Wangshu's parents who is willing to help him without any purpose. But for Xi Yu, his social life was the same whether it was with Chen Wangshu or with other people. It was just that Chen Wangshu was too lonely and took ordinary good things too seriously, so Xi Yu became Chen Wangshu's white moonlight cinnabar mole. Ray: The perspective is Chen Wangshu's perspective, first person. Some chapters do not mention Xi Yu. All chapters record Xi Yu's secret and clear love from Chen Wangshu's perspective after he left Chen Wangshu. After two years, Chen Wangshu no longer said he liked others, nor was he attracted to Xi Yu anymore. Chen Wangshu will not like Xi Yu as much as June. His love has disappeared with the passage of time and disappointment. Ps: (The following is some nonsense) We will meet many, many people in our lives, but there are always a few or one person that we feel sorry for. Maybe this person will teach us a lot, teach us temperament, vision, structure, etc. Even many of us have been the shadow of someone throughout our youth. Like Chen Wangshu, his entire youth has been the shadow of Xi Yu. He will walk the same path that Xi Yu walked, and experience the same thing that happened at the same time. These are their intersections, but they may end there, because there is a high probability that Chen Wangshu will not intersect with Xi Yu again in the future. Some people can only be missed, and we can try to save them, but it is more important for us to learn to let go after we drift away. After all, the distance between people cannot be erased quietly with a few words. We will grow up stumbling and stumbling. This is an inevitable event for us. Xi Yu taught Chen Wangshu a lot, such as looking at the future from a more long-term perspective, and learning to deal with the world with a calm and calm attitude. We should work hard to move forward, so Chen Wangshu will also move forward, although there may not be Xi Yu waiting for him in the future. Come on, give me some candy to calm your nerves. What he likes about Xi Yu is that Chen Wangshu just wants to give him his own little orange, his favorite music box, he just wants to play "For Alice" for him, he just wants to go home from school with him, he just wants to watch every snowy afternoon with him, and he just wants to be with him forever. What Chen Wangshu likes is not Xi Yu's appearance, he likes Xi Yu's soul. With Xi Yu's intelligence and tutoring, I believe no one can reject such an outstanding boy. Chen Wangshu went to find Xi Yu. I hope Xi Yu still remembers him. This is a reunion after a long separation. In fact, I should add another sentence: Xi Yu has never liked Chen Wangshu. Intention: Everyday