From the time I was nine years old, I knew there was something different about my mother.
But her differences were never the good kind.
Sometimes things in life are like this. You want to laugh at first, but you don't laugh because adults tell you to be serious and polite. It's not good to laugh in front of others, so you save the joke and go home to laugh. When you go home and close the door, it's finally safe and no one starts to judge whether you laugh well or not, you suddenly freeze, because when you think about the joke again, you suddenly find that it is not funny. I don't know why, it just suddenly doesn't funny.
My mother is different like this. I have always wanted to know how a person can become a qualified person since I was a child, because every adult told me something different. Later I figured it out. Everyone feels that they are alien. They gather together just to appear more like others and thus less alien.
But no one knows that everyone else is actually like this. They are like a group of people wearing uniforms for a night party. The uniforms are already terrible, but they still want to uniform their evening party clothes like this. This makes me very confused. Only humans do it when they want to relax. Trying to pretend to be someone else, they are never like this when they work, they must be doing their best to do anything, so my mother was really strange at that time, she was a not very smart woman, she could never figure out the secret of the evening party, so from the beginning, she was the strangest alien.
In this book, I will write about my mother and the evening parties she went to in uniform over the years.
Conception:.