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song She gradually came out of the gloom, but she found that she seemed to rely more and more on Song Xingyan. She thought that Song Xingyan also had a crush on her, otherwise why would he be so nice to her. Until a transfer student arrived later, she realized that she was not special, and she slowly alienated him. However, Song Xingyan saw that his methods of chasing girls were not effective, so she came to ask Lin Xingruo how to please girls. Lin Xingruo originally wanted to alienate him, but she couldn't withstand Song Xingyan's persistent pleas. And because it was Song Xingyan who had brought her out of the haze when she was young, she still chose to help him. Later, the transfer student gradually became more and more familiar with Song Xingyan. Lin Xingruo chose to let go. Lin Xingruo chose to study hard and inherit her father's work. She wanted to face those who gave her to him personally. The person who left her shadow was Song Xingyan, who had a good and bad relationship with his girlfriend after four years of college. During the graduation internship, the two broke up. He began to contact Lin Xingruo again, and Lin Xingruo accompanied him as a friend. The relationship between the two gradually returned to the past. As they got along, Song Xingyan found that Lin Xingruo had become very different from when he was a child. Confident and optimistic, it was like the Lin Xingruo whom he first met. He gradually fell in love with Lin Xingruo, but at first he convinced himself that they had been friends for many years. If they had liked each other, they would have been together long ago. But later he discovered his feelings and planned to confess. Lin Xingruo Police Station received a case about more than ten years ago, which happened to be related to Lin Xingruo's kidnapping. If he chose to pursue the case, Song Xingyan would only feel more and more uneasy. He comforted himself that it would be fine. However, three days later, people from the police station went to Lin's father's house to tell Lin's father the news of Lin Xingruo's death. Lin's father gave Lin Xingruo's diary to Song Xingyan. Only then did Song Xingyan realize that she also liked him. It was just a little bit close. They would not miss it. It was just a little bit close. After she left, he gradually became like her. He chose to continue to track down the criminals, not only for Lin Xingruo, but also for revenge for the millions of people they had hurt. Until the end, before dying, Song Xingyan said to the diary, what would have happened if you were still here.
Purpose: A crush means that I only dare to pay attention to you secretly, and I don't even have the right to be jealous.