He lived a bohemian life, and escaping from the small broken city was his pursuit when he was young.
After meeting him, I suddenly realized that it doesn't matter where I go, as long as he is here
They look for an outlet in the world's curses
again and again, again and again
Until he said: "I can't stand it anymore"
He relented and let him go
He was hard-hearted and never came back
In the end, he died on the night of the second blizzard in Xiaopo City
Die in the alley where they started, huddled like he did in the beginning
He didn't wake up until he was covered in ice and snow
○The last time Cheng Rang saw Sheng Chuyi was at Sheng Chuyi's wedding. Sheng Chuyi was wearing a jet black suit, which he designed himself under the SNOW brand. His slender hands held the bride, and he recited the vows word by word, with a hoarse voice in the church. The echo was like a thin needle piercing Cheng Rang's eardrum. This was the second time he heard Sheng Chuyi's hoarse voice. It was not as clear as before. He didn't know what happened to Sheng Chuyi's throat, but he knew that Sheng Chuyi didn't know him now, let alone love him.
○Sheng Chuyi died and Cheng Rang went crazy. When Cheng Rang learned the news, Sheng Chuyi's body had been lying in the dilapidated rental house for eight days. Cheng Rang did not dare to think about it, nor could he think about such a sunny and wanton boy having his legs and arms chopped off intentionally by drug dealers. Cheng Rang collapsed. He had nothing left, a broken family, a broken education, and the person he could not have.
○The first day Cheng Rang learned the news, he went to Ninggao again, and the guard kicked him out. Cheng Rang's suppressed emotions for the whole day were completely unbearable, not because he could not enter Ninggao, but because he suddenly discovered that his relationship with Sheng Chuyi only existed in school. He did not take Sheng Chuyi to travel around the world, nor did he give him a home. It snowed for the second time in Anning City at night. Cheng Rang took a few things and staggered to the alley where he and Sheng Chuyi first met. When he arrived, he was stunned. The wall was already engraved with "Cheng Rang, I remember you."
Determination: I am willing to abandon myself and wholeheartedly protect the country, bring peace and happiness to the people
