Lin Xiao has a secret.
He thought that this death would solve the problems that had troubled him for many years, but it turned out to be more trouble.
As he shuttled between hopeless stories, he didn't know what changed his state of mind. It was just the process of going from having to die, wanting to die, not wanting to die, to wanting to live.
He actually knew very well that the person who changed his life was still waiting for him.
Purpose: "I give you the loyalty of a man who has never had faith."