In youth, everyone may have someone they like.
If we talk about secret loves, some of them may end up together. In contrast, the person you may have a crush on at the end may not even know you. Or maybe I don't have the courage to confess.
Or you can put it this way, it must have been seven years since I went to school with the person I liked. The reality is that I like him much more than the article says, or maybe it was because of that quarrel. I only like him, or in other words, it is the daily accumulation. One year he really liked to mess with me, and many girls in the class liked him.
Secret love is very humble. During those five years, in order to hide my love for him, I helped other girls send him love letters. Or when I hear other girls say how nice he is to her in the dormitory, I can't help but go straight to the girl and tell her. "Oh, this is nothing to you, he fed me dates today" but I was afraid that he would know.
It took a year or so and we all upgraded. It's just that I don't even dare to look at him because I'm afraid of being exposed. In the future, I may not even be able to be friends, but there is still a boy who will confess to me. At that time, my heart was full of the boy I liked, but he might not know it. I rejected that boy and said to him "I like xxx"
The boy heard that and said I'll wait for you.
Then a week later, I was taking a nap in the classroom. I heard a friend next to me say that he was with a girl, and I was stunned. I didn't know they had been together for so long. I picked up the tea cup and walked out of the classroom as if I was lost. When I came back, I was coaxing the girl on the stairs. I pretended not to know them and ran away. Maybe he really didn't know. I liked him, and then I agreed to the boy's confession. I just wanted to test his reaction, but I was disappointed. He actually blessed us, and I broke up with that boy the next day. There were many times when I told myself not to like him anymore, but how could I forget it after so many years?
Later, I confessed my love to him the year I transferred to another school. I sent it to him.
"I like you" I thought. Anyway, I might not see you again. He replied to me and asked: Have you had a drink? Then I said no, I just like you. Maybe you don't know, but I have liked you for five years. He replied that I was too young and would regret it later.
Then I showed him a second time and a third time. The third time that night he was drinking and he told me that he had broken up. But I didn't want to think about what I was talking about. I had already guessed the result.
"He said he likes people who are older than him, but I am too young. I don't understand anything and I will regret it in the future." I knew right away that there is no such thing as big or small, only likes and dislikes.
"So Mr. Xue, I'm relieved. Finally, I wish you get what you want. Goodbye."
Intention: secret love