When I was a child, my mother told me not to accept favors from others casually, because you don't know whether it is good or evil.
The moonlight was hazy that night, and the night sky was a silvery gray. The moonlight fell on the courtyard, the pavilion, and finally on his face, and on... His lips. I watched my nominal brother walking towards me with his coat, and a gentle voice like Wu Nong's soft words entered my ears. , Gently covering my body with the coat, "The night is cool, I know we are not lovable in your eyes, but you still have to put your body first in everything." Listening to his voice, I found that the sound of crickets and wind in my ears could not be heard, only him entering the scene.
I accepted his favor, and I also knew that I had fallen. But if he knew my thoughts, he would find me disgusting or ridiculous, or at least he would not accept it calmly. How could my dirty mud-like heart be worthy of this clear lotus? I had to disguise it, at least, to get rid of my twisted mentality. But the longer we spent together, my uncontrollable love came out, which completely destroyed me.
Brother, I love you. Look at me. At least you have pity on me. You can pretend to be a trick to comfort me...
Intention: I have been thinking about this pit for a long time, and I finally started writing it today.