"You have never looked back, and you don't know how long I have been waiting for you. I will erase those promises for you. I wish you peace, but not happiness."
Seventeen-year-old Jiayue had fantasized about a thousand or even ten thousand scenarios with the boy she was attracted to, but she never expected that when she mustered up the courage to pick him up at the airport, she would not even dare to say anything in front of the boy she liked, and would shyly avoid his eyes and touch. Seeing the boy who she had seen through videos on countless nights standing in front of her within reach, Jiayue felt inexplicably nervous and at a loss. A few years later, Jiayue would think back to the first time she saw him, and she would always laugh at herself for being hopeless. While laughing at herself, she would feel aggrieved, sad, and unhappy at the same time.
Intention: It is difficult to calm down the intention, no matter how difficult it is, it can be achieved