When I was a child, I felt that I was the most special person in the world. I was the absolute protagonist of the world. The whole world would revolve around me, and I could let everything develop as I wanted.
As I grow older, I realize that I am just an ordinary person, just like millions of people in the world. But it doesn't matter, being ordinary is also good. As long as you work hard, you will get certain rewards.
When I graduated from college, the whole world seemed to suddenly begin to collapse. No one could react. Everyone was still immersed in a beautiful fantasy that the world was about to get better, and the bubble suddenly burst. The torrent of the times swept people into deep water in an instant, and I suddenly realized through various painful lessons that personal efforts are of no use in the wave of social development.
My grandmother gave birth to five children in her life, four of whom survived, and one of them was sent away. She spent her whole life running and working hard for her children, and never lived her own life. Keeping the whole family alive was probably the biggest expectation of their generation. My mother was born in the 1970s. She hated eating potatoes and sweet potatoes the most in her life because she didn't have enough rice when she was a child. She had to cover a small bowl of rice with a lot of sweet potatoes and potatoes to barely eat. I was born at the intersection of the 20th century and the 21st century. I have been on the rapid development train of the times since I was born. I have grown up day by day, and my life has gotten better day by day. "The future will be better, I have a bright future." With this vision, I strode towards the real world, and then I was bruised and bruised.
Probably everyone will have the experience of being shattered and reorganized. This is a growing pain for everyone.
Intention: Looking back on the past and looking forward to the future