There is a gap that cannot be filled, my heart is empty
Things in this world are such a fool to the world. I have nothing, I have no worries, my grandfather left me, I can live alone in this cold world for the rest of my life, not caring about the world, and no one cares about me. I can come and go naked without worries, but at this time, I blame, blame the unfairness of this world, no I should have arranged for such a person to appear when I was in such a down state. I would be uneasy, I would be afraid, I would feel inferior, and I would be in pain so much that I could not sleep at night. The blood flowing in my body reminds me that you are already his, you are already his slave, your whole body and mind are occupied by him, and you can no longer do anything else but surrender.
I know I shouldn't complain, but what did I do wrong? What's wrong with me? I can't get the person I love the most, I can't get close to him, I can only let the sadness flow through my body, flowing endlessly, converging into a river that no one cares about, flowing alone, I am by the river, I can no longer support myself, and I am about to fall
This is my own business. In this river of love, I am the only one. If I fall, I am the only one. If I drown in the river, I am the only one. No one can save me.
Intention: Someone is willing to do anything for you and you don't know it