For the first time, he loved with all his heart, but what he got in return was ruthless betrayal from his lover again and again.
The second time, he loved with all his heart, but he still couldn't get the slightest bit of reluctance and sincerity from that person.
The third time, he didn't dare to love anymore and just wanted to end everything in the world with death.
"You know, I'm tired. It's not that I don't want to love, it's just that I can't believe the so-called love."
"You know I love you, so it's okay to hurt me again and again because you always believe I'll come back."
"You know that I know that you love me, so you push me to the edge of the power struggle at all costs, because you understand my intolerance and intolerance..."
"I'm sorry, you're too kind, but I'm not worthy of you. Just think that I have no conscience, and then forget about me."