I knew that I was a traitor to my mother's world.
I can serve Shakti with a smile on my face, even if he is my father-killing enemy; I can watch Shakti destroying the gods one after another, even if the next one is the Gandharva clan that I must protect; I can declare without any emotion that I will immediately perform the duties of the Gandharva king, even if my mother is still alive; I can...
Yes, I can do these things with the most innocent and innocent smile that make people who belong to the mother world feel horrified and moved. But, so what? !