As Long as There Are Many Backups, Death Cannot Catch up with Me [Infinite]

After the fire, I seemed to have some mental problems and started to have hallucinations. I saw a monster with only the whites of its eyes standing not far from the hospital bed. Through the ward door that my boyfriend occasionally opened, I also saw various strange spirits in the corridor. My boyfriend didn't seem to see anything, so in order to avoid being sent to a mental hospital, I pretended to be a normal person who didn't see anything. After I broke up with my boyfriend, he operated the monster and opened its bloody mouth to me. I saw layers upon layers of undigested corpses in its mouth. I almost screamed, and then I saw one of the fragmented pieces of flesh squirming, showing me a comforting smile that was scarier than a ghost, but absolutely kind-hearted, with a vague part that was probably a face. I calmed down. I don't know how many times he made copies of me and killed me, but when I saw that smile I realized I was not alone. Inherit the clues left by the previous me and open up the path forward for the next me. I don't know how many times I was reimbursed, but the me who finally killed my boyfriend returned to the ground from the basement, looked up at the world I was familiar with, and saw—— A red moon hangs high in the sky, ghosts are demanding life, undead are pulling carts, and ghosts and gods from all directions are guarding the border. A giant claw tore through the sky, then fell in the distance, and the mountains and rivers were instantly flattened. This is the truest appearance of my world. I clutched my backup. I realized that getting rid of my boyfriend was not the end, it was just the beginning. Note: 1. The text is in the first person. 2. The protagonist is calm and crazy. 3. Microgram world view. 2022.8.14 Purpose: Those who chase the stars will eventually become stars