Him at the Seaside

A first-person novel from the female protagonist's perspective. A beam of light appeared in Jiang Yan's small world, which was a salvation and a regret. The beginning is when she saw him like sunshine in the vast ocean. The sight lasted for more than ten thousand years. It was the first beam of light when she wanted to end everything. After that, every night she loved to go to the beach where he was always there to look for his figure... After getting acquainted with him, he was surprised to find that the light-like boy was his schoolmate, even in the same class. His name was Sun Xiujiang, but how could he get close to such an outstanding person? How to let him know her little thoughts hidden in her heart? Is it just wishful thinking? But fortunately, Sun Xiujiang noticed her and pulled her out of the darkness. After that, she saw him clearly... Maybe it was God's will, maybe it was fate. They coincidentally became good friends, but they couldn't resist the voices of the outside world. Sun Xiujiang transferred to another school and disappeared from Jiang Yan's already dark world. Later, no one lit a lamp for her, and no one told her that there was a bright world outside the dark prison. But the motivation to find that "light" supported her throughout her high school career. She wanted to work hard to get closer to him who was far away. Jiang Yan knew that as long as she was admitted to college, she could meet Sun Xiujiang, whom she longed for, at no cost, as long as she scored 689... "Proud white rose, I am not bending down for you to pick your petals, but I want to ask about the fragrance of the flowers and leave this terrible place with that ray of fragrance." If there is only darkness in the world, then staying by your side is warmth. Later, Jiang Yan became the lawyer Sun Xiujiang wanted to be, but at that time Sun Xiujiang couldn't congratulate her. Maybe he was in a more distant place, maybe he was behind him, but who could know that there were no other roses around Sun Xiujiang? For Jiang Yan, she left the dark world through his small light. It just illuminated her life, but it couldn't always be by her side... Looking at it, maybe she felt it was worth it. Maybe everyone thinks that they will be willing to see each other again, but think about it, not meeting each other will be a good ending. "One day without seeing each other is like three autumns." How many autumns have passed between them? There may be hugs when we meet again, and there may be reluctance when we see each other again, but that will be the most dazzling chapter of Jiang Yan's youth! The three years of acquaintance may not be important, and there may be regrets. Just keep the memory. There may be no response if you keep it in mind, but you must be waiting for the final answer if you never see each other again. "Sun Xiujiang didn't know about this grand confession until 20 years later, but Jiang Yan had already learned how to seal up her memory. She traveled around the world with her memories of them. He wanted to tell her that it was not wishful thinking, but a collision of two souls that fit together, but they would never meet each other thousands of miles apart." Note: The ending is open-ended. Sun Xiujiang never married Jiang Yan, whom he longed for, nor met another girl. However, this plot did not appear in the text. Jiang Yan did not meet him later, and she went further and further in her career. She did not prove that there will be repercussions if you never forget her, but she told others, "A person can be very happy. I survived with the fragrance of flowers." Intention: Falling in love but no luck