What was his last life like? Pain, unbearable, indifference, avoidance, cowardice? He was just like everyone else in that world, with an ordinary family, an ordinary identity, and ordinary everything. However, he does not have ordinary "emotions". He seems to be unable to feel emotions and desires. Hapiness? Although he also laughed, he never knew happiness. He only knew that I should laugh. Even when eating, he always felt that it was just about eating, not what he wanted to eat. He has been carefully disguising himself, and has been carefully observing and learning the "emotions" of the people around him. He is really tired.
He longed to love and be loved, because there were people around him in the book who seemed so happy, satisfied, and happy, and he was envious to the point of jealousy.
He always had an empty space in his heart; he always felt that he was outside the world; he died at home when he was twenty-nine years old.
Perhaps because his obsession was too strong, he was reborn in another world. He didn't have the courage to live again, but he was really unwilling to give in. He really wanted love...
Purpose: I hope everyone can have love