Only Qing in This Life

Snowflakes were flying, and the surrounding area was covered by white snow that had covered the previous vitality. I caught a few flakes and watched them slowly melting in the palm of my hand, and the dusty thoughts gradually came to my mind... When he was eight years old, he knocked him unconscious and took him to Xuanyuan Temple. He never saw him again. The elders in the temple taught me how to read and calligraphy, and there were also some active brothers. I had a great time during those two years. When he was ten years old, he was brought into the palace by his mother's old man. Although it was harsh, he still had enough food and clothing for two years. When he was twelve years old, he suffered from a uterine abnormality and was taken to Yao Lao's sect. He was quite interested in pharmaceuticals and was cured of his mute disease that he had suffered for many years. When I met him again when I was fourteen, he was surprised that I could speak, and I was surprised that his appearance was still the same as when we first met him. Seeing that I am in poor health. He taught me martial arts and talked about keeping fit. See that I am a picky eater. He hunted pheasants and hares from the mountains in different ways, without repeating the same method. See that I am playful. He always secretly takes me down the mountain for outings, and when Yao Lao gets angry when he comes back, he secretly carries the burden for me. As long as I like something, he will give it to me. If I get into trouble, he will help me clean up the mess. Those few years were quite carefree. He also taught many things, but he didn't teach me the only thing that made me unable to fall in love with him. When I was eighteen years old, I came to Jiangnan alone. It was a place I had always wanted to come to, with small bridges and flowing water, quiet and comfortable, but nothing could cure the most ridiculous love in the world. It's the beginning of winter again. In previous winters, he would definitely go hunting in the mountains, and then he would make me a plush cloak and wrap it around me so that I would no longer be afraid of the cold. If there is love in heaven, I will never let me touch the love and love in this world again. Looking back on the past, I seem reluctant, but have no regrets. The melted snowflakes turned into puddles of water, dripping onto the ground along her hanging hands, and disappeared, just like her whole life, she had never made ripples in his heart... The year she left, she was eighteen years old, in her favorite Jiangnan. ———————————————————— To this day, he doesn't know how long he has lived. Thinking of the past makes me feel a little sad. When he was eight years old, he was his father's favorite prince and wanted to train him to be a prince. When he was twelve years old, he sneaked out of the palace and met his sworn brother who had the same aspirations as him. His heart was as high as the sky and the sea was broad, and he did not want to be bound by the country, the country, and the country. When he was fourteen years old, he traveled around the world with his adopted brother, acted chivalrously, and rescued a woman. She had an open-minded and cheerful personality, but she had the ambition of a man, and he couldn't help but be a little attracted to her. When he was sixteen years old, he was forcibly taken back to the palace and imprisoned for two years. The emperor knew that he could not resist because his temperament was too similar to his own at a young age, so he supported other princes as princes. When he was eighteen years old, after he left the palace, the person he loved married his adopted brother... At the age of nineteen, the emperor died in an assassination, and his sworn brother was paraded through the streets and beheaded... She died in love after giving birth to the girl in her belly... I don't know where the hatred came from, and her old friend had long since passed away. When he was twenty years old, he was accidentally poisoned. After being rescued by Yao Lao, his body became abnormal, sometimes growing older and sometimes returning to his youth. After that, he hid himself from the world and was indifferent to life. Years later, he accidentally discovered that the late empress was still looking for the orphan of the person who assassinated the late emperor, so he rescued the girl and brought her back to Xuanyuan Temple. When he became an old man, he taught her reading and calligraphy in the temple. Her mother had mentioned before her death that she wanted her child to be civilized, military, and proficient in everything. She is talented, learns quickly, and is a little playful, but she looks more and more like her mother. Then she was taken away by the people of the late empress, and I went crazy. Unexpectedly, the late empress said that she was very similar to the daughter she lost in her early years. The late empress was seriously ill and her time was running out, so she wanted the girl to spend some time with her. Two years later, changes occurred in the palace. The emperor was fatuous and loyal ministers led troops to rebel. The former empress died in a rage and the court ministers assisted the new emperor. I then brought her to Yaolao's sect. Within two years, the ministers of the court forced me to assist the new emperor on my behalf, for the sake of the world and the people. And also for the country that the late emperor of the Lin family worked hard for. Two years later, I turned into a teenager again. When I went to see her, she had grown up and was as good as her mother. I treated her very well, as if I wanted to get what I had lost back to me... After all, paper can't contain the fire. The more mature she becomes, the smarter she becomes. He said he would never live in the shadow of others, so he went to the south of the Yangtze River... I knew I was wrong. I was just trying to repay a regret I had when I was a teenager. After all, I didn't expect that one day she would realize it and give up... It wasn't until I received the news of her death half a year later that I truly understood: Love rises with the wind, and you won't know until it's gone. Her mother-in-law amazes me all the time, but she actually makes my life gentle... Intention: An ordinary life will be rippled by the secular world. Just be transparent and letting go is also a kind of relief.