Heart Trembling Still

Female protagonist's perspective: "I have forgotten when I started paying attention to Xie Chen" I remember that he was sitting on my left and I was sitting on his right. He would help me get the test paper and say "you're welcome" to me gently. During those days of exams, my mind began to wander. I looked back and forth at his back with my peripheral vision, and an unknown flower quietly bloomed in my heart. The weather was very sunny, and the bright sunshine fell on his hair and cheeks, occasionally flashing a blurry halo, and I felt a little warmth in my heart. After the exam, I waited anxiously for the score wall to come out. It turned out that his name was Xie Chen. … ——Morning I greeted him as usual "Ah Chen, good morning." "It's Ah Jin, good morning." After school—— The sun was setting in the west, and the afterglow of the setting sun fell on the road. I secretly walked on his shadow and walked for a long time. "You little fool, if you don't turn around, you will go back to my house." Xie Chen suddenly turned his head and said to me I didn't stop the brakes and bumped into his arms. I was shocked and was about to leave. Suddenly he hugged me and said to me, "I don't allow you to leave." I nodded and waved to him, indicating that I got it. When I walked to the middle of the road, Xie Chen suddenly shouted, "Be careful!" "Beep!!!" "--Bang" I lost consciousness. I could only feel fluid flowing out from under me. ――――― Male protagonist's perspective: she is dead In fact, I knew she was dead a long time ago. Yes, all of this was just a figment of my imagination. This is not the case. After school that day, I walked along the road. The sunset was beautiful that day. I thought of Yao Jin inexplicably. I seemed to really like her. Suddenly I heard "Beep!" And another "Bang" sound. I turned back tremblingly and saw what I least expected to see... Tears rushed into my eyes and kept spinning, falling down unconsciously "Doctor...! Come quickly... There's a car accident... Hurry up! "After reporting my location, I collapsed to the ground. I was obviously at the scene but couldn't do anything. In this way, the matter spread to the school. Walking on campus, I always feel that she is still there, she is still alive, but everything is nothing. I just wanted to live in the fantasy, but everything was too sudden. I didn't expect this dream to end so soon. ――― I began to feel in a trance. I always felt that she was not dead yet, and I felt that her death was all because of me. Started talking nonsense, so I was sent to a mental hospital I lay in the hospital bed all day, staring at the ceiling Mom came to the ward to feed me medicine as usual "Xiao Chen, take the medicine," my mother said to me, "Be good, take the medicine, and she will come back." After hearing this, I stopped resisting and took the medicine honestly. After eating, I asked my mother, "Is she back?" She didn't answer, but left the ward in tears. She didn't dare to stay longer because she didn't know when I would get sick again. I thought to myself: If I could live my life again, I would definitely love you well. The sun shone on the windowsill, and for a moment I seemed to see Yao Jin. I slowly got up and walked over... It was really Ah Jin! She came back, she smiled at me and reached out to me "Ajin... I'm here to accompany you." Bang—— Didi didi dou—— Concept: Adapted from a true story to express my love for him