Recalling his growth from childhood into a sane adult. In a self-talking way, I tell you my story. It has nothing to do with romance, but just a shallow feeling. It is like appreciating an ink painting with a pond, a boat, a shepherd boy and a cow. There are bright red lotus flowers and a frog lying on the green lotus leaves. A sudden drizzle startled it. It jumped up and sank into the water with a "plop".