(Due to local customs, a pair must be buried together, and single men and women must be paired with a partner. He Pansheng had a spouse when he was buried, and I was not able to be buried with him)
The night before my 18th birthday, I received a letter in my email that he had left before his death.
He said he couldn't bear to disappear without saying a word, so he bothered me one last time.
On April 15, 2010, on a rainy day, he fell from the building. When he fell, he was facing my direction. That was the last time he looked at me.
On July 26, 2022, another rainy day, I chose to end the virtual program. This time I gave up on my own initiative.
Before I ended my life, I left a note to my husband, begging him to find a windy day to let me go after I left, so that I could go anywhere with the wind and be free.
Intention: Well done to everyone
