Put Aside All Reasons

Zhao Jiayi's life creed is: everything happens for a reason. But with him, put aside all reasons. Zhao Jiayi wanted to start expressing herself, she was depressed. People want to love and be loved. In a complicated and free world, one's thoughts don't seem to matter. In the dead of night, the lights on the road outside the window continue to flicker through the curtains, and the occasional car horn makes it impossible to sleep. So my thinking began to diverge, and I reviewed the life I have experienced so far. What is life? Is it a day-to-day life? Do you feel envious when you see other people's happy lives? Do you see news events on the Internet and become cynical and feel that the world is really sad? I still read the plot of the novel over and over again where I can see various problems at any time, feeling speechless and continuing to waste time. Boring. No matter it is such a world, or I know everything but refuse to change. Zhao Jiayi couldn't figure out why after not having a good night's sleep for several months. Opening the curtains, she began to look at the road illuminated by the lights. One car after another passed quickly, but in her eyes, the cars all appeared in slow motion. Just like time in her eyes, everything has become blurry, under the surface of everything seeming to be full of vitality. Pessimistic people are pessimistic from every angle. Then I became pessimistic and started to be afraid. Afraid of some unfounded things. But when there is expectation, there is fear. Being afraid of something also means eagerly looking forward to something. This expectation must be expressed with the same pessimistic attitude. Zhao Jiayi is a pessimistic person, but she also longs for enthusiasm. I will go to psychological counseling next Friday and I can meet him again. Zhang Chen. Intention: Find the direction of action in an aimless life