"This is the first and last time in my life that I'm going to high school."
At the beginning of the story, I walked into that campus with an uneasy mood. It was autumn, but it was like midsummer. I came for the spring of that ancient redbud tree. I felt the four seasons of Zhaohua, with people coming and going, but in an inconspicuous corner, the evergreen osmanthus tree quietly accompanied people summer after summer...
I have been confused and thought about it. Some doubts have been answered, but some have not. So I kept thinking, not for a specific problem, but just to find the eternal, temporary or beautiful part of life. In this way, I stayed in the narrow ivory tower and saw the faint light through the only small opening.
At the end of the story, I chose to forget those people and things and move on. The three years of Zhaohua are like a dream, which will always exist in the dream. Flowers and grass will grow again and again, and spring, summer, autumn and winter will not stop. What is gone is my young and beautiful youth...
I have learned to turn my ordinary years into poetry, and I want to write them down for you to feel.
Then, I would like to invite you to open this confession book with me, enter this girl's world, and witness her youth.
I will record my youth and remember the green years that I can never go back. I will remember everything I have encountered and give my most sincere thanks.
I would like to dedicate this article to myself and all the people who have left traces in my youth.
♢Demining:
①First person narrative! There will be a lot of psychological description and the perspective will be limited! It may contain a third-person limited perspective!
②The only protagonist in the story is You Ci! The content is more about her life and experience during the three years of high school, paying more attention to a girl's thoughts and feelings of youth, with a stream of consciousness bias! Only record the world in her eyes!
Although Bai Youci has been exploring the spiritual world, it does not mean that she is not confused! And the protagonist is not perfect! There are also many flaws, please don't care about these details, the point is not here!
③Xun Hao is not the male protagonist, he is just an object entity projected by Bai Youci! The character is flirtatious! There are also many flaws.
④The title of the book is taken from Wang Zengqi's "Plants and Plants in the World": "What has passed away passes away calmly, and what comes again will come again. Among the vicissitudes of branches and leaves, choose a bright flower and insert it into the flesh of the years. Allow it to be painful and sweet, allow it to flow away and flow back again. You will change your face thousands of times. I recognize you as the first time I met you."
Purpose: A lonely and brave girl who is no longer obsessed with "being liked" grows up step by step!