Maybe every summer when you look outside at those green trees, you will find that they no longer provide shade.
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"I" sold myself to a philandering young man and told bloody stories to my first love.
This article is written in the form of a letter, and the update period is irregular. The protagonist never leaves the front door and never steps forward. Like the author, he does not understand the world and is not clean (protect from lightning!)
The word count of the article is uncertain, but it is probably a short story.
Purpose: Ten years is enough to dilute the urgency of death