Ps: Narcissus, it's your own fault.
I knew he was not my flower, but I had already passed through his blooming, so how could I be willing to leave him just like that, so I forcibly folded him off and hid him in my pocket, thinking I had taken good care of him, but he was withering away day by day.
Only then did I know what I had done...
When I opened my eyes again, I found myself back 20 years ago. At this time, I have not destroyed brother Rongxuan's home, nor have I disabled his legs. He can also hold a drawing board and gently draw all the beautiful scenery he likes. There is still time for everything.
After I realized this, I was ecstatic. When I wanted to find Brother Rongxuan, I saw myself, myself 20 years ago.
"I" is still the same, a stinky rat in the gutter thinking about white roses.
I can't let history repeat itself. I hope my white roses can bloom leisurely in the garden surrounded by thousands of flowers.
I faked my identity to get close to him, played games with him, and arrogantly thought I could destroy him.
But in the end I lost, no, it doesn't count as a loss, at least I achieved my goal. He is no longer interested in Rong Xuan and has become... Well, a narcissist who is both dog-legged and lustful.
He also used all the remaining methods I had used on me.
To be honest, I wanted to find a crack in the ground and crawl into it, it was so embarrassing. How could such a shameless guy be me!
The main text is in third person.
Intention: Love yourself!