After the Plot Ended, Everything Was Wrong with Them (Through the Book)

At the beginning, Lu Musen had a dream and knew that he was just cannon fodder in the novel. He was arrogant, bad, arrogant, and paranoid. Everyone disliked him. Even his parents, relatives, and friends would stay away from him. Eventually, he would lose everything and die in despair. So Lu Musen was determined to change his destiny. His grades were not good, so he studied for more than ten hours a day and worked very hard to get the first place in his grade; If his actual combat ability is not good, he just spends time in the training room, working hard to get the approval of his instructor; If his parents don't love him, he will be a caring quilted jacket. He can be gentle and considerate, just for a word of praise; When the person he likes rejects him, he will chase after that person, with all his heart and eyes for that person's good, just so that person can look back at him; Obviously everything about him was different, but in the end it was just like the original text: he lost his eyes, his spiritual power was gone, and the most arrogant person became a complete waste. When Lu Musen rolled down the stairs again, he suddenly didn't want to struggle anymore. That's it. Since they don't love him, he won't force it. He wants to love himself, only himself. ** At first, they didn't like Lu Musen. There are too many things in those eyes, vigorous ambition, strong desire, countless people's shadows, countless greed, surging crazily like a whirlpool, as if if you fall into it, you will be doomed. But after those beautiful eyes faded away from ambition and desire, leaving only a blank, weak and calm look, they finally noticed him. His good, his bad, his caution and sensitivity, his desire and expectation. At this point, I fell into the whirlpool and was doomed. But, it was too late. Intention: love yourself