I thought you and I had been to that sea together, but I forgot that you had always just stood in the sea of people, watching the sea rise and fall, and in the end I was the only one drowning in that sea. You stand so far away, of course you won't hear the sea in my heart.
Purpose: I would like to write this document to the boy in my youth to end my memories. The whole text is messy and it is the author's own memory line. It was written blindly.