First

This is my first time First time seriously writing a novel Reading myself squarely for the first time Trying to express my feelings for the first time For the first time, I hope to know what I want ... I took this first step just to find my true self. I don't like depression; I don't like hypocrisy, but the funny thing is that I don't know what I need and what I am!!!!!! Try to hide, get used to hiding, get used to it, and forget your true self. It's ridiculous, it's really ridiculous, I can't let life go by like this, a confused and walking zombie, I want to live my life, not under any shadow. This is why I decided to write. I know my writing style, but I hope readers will get to know me and give me direction when I am lost. I hope we can all find the value of life and not just linger in this virtual world.