I am afraid of communication and interaction.
They said I was a freak, waiting alone in the deep sea.
No one can come to rescue me, no one will come to rescue me.
My soul floated into the air, quietly watching my body struggle. In a daze, I didn't know if I was still alive.
I may have been abandoned, in the eyes of others.
The person I see in the mirror is not me, it makes me strange and frightening.
The world is illusory, I can't catch anyone, anything, anything. I can't see clearly...
——Diary of April 3
"I am doomed to die alone, with no one to love me."
"Honey, you're wrong."
"Who are you?"
"You don't need to know who I am, but I am destined to love you."
Intention: Guess?