Today I checked the career section and my score is 10th. I feel a little powerless. I studied hard but didn't get the result. I told my family that I don't want to take the exam anymore and want to find a job. They all disagreed. They said it's not bad for the money I earn now. They just want me to get a stable job after taking the exam and I have been studying for a year. Don't waste this year's efforts. But I have been unemployed for a year, with no income, and I feel like I am eating my old age. Every time relatives and friends ask me where I work, I am embarrassed to answer. I was so anxious that I had insomnia and could only take sleeping pills. Because of the epidemic, there are very few exam opportunities and the competition is very high. I always feel that there is no point in continuing like this. I might as well go to work.
I just discussed with my family that I should finish the two exams I have signed up for. If I still haven't landed, I will go to work and try my best one last time. Come on!
Intention: May time be worthy of hard work